I was still hoping for things to go back then, but now I guess it’s really impossible. And slowly my mind and thoughts are filled with other things; all that are left are just memories. And lessons learnt. I don’t regret the decision back then, I only regret what happened now. But what can I do? Probably time will make everything better. Much better.
I shall forget everything, and go back to last time, when things have not started. It’ll be better this way (: I’ve taken the first step, and now I guess I’ll just leave it to fate.